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hildegain
COME ON THEN! LET US GET THIS OVER WITH!!
 
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Stole this lol

I stole this from my good friend aubrey and wtf is up with the font!? it's strange on here too!

 

100 'HAVE YOU EVER'S

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? Nah, is there a point?

2. Slept in a different bed? I don't sleep

3. Made out in a movie theatre? I am trying to watch this

4. Made out with 2 different people in one night? And upset someone, come on! i would never

5. Thought your cousin was hot? Yes, but i would have to be gay not to.

6. Been in love? Once, how foolish.

7. Slept? Used to, lol.


8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? Where is the need for it?

 
9. Gone over the speed limit? On my bike, yes.

10. Painted your room? Too lazy.

11. Drove a car? Nah, give me a bike.

12. Danced in front of your mirror? I do NOT dance.

13. Gotten a hickey? WTF?

14. Gotten in a car accident? Been hit by a car, well i hit a car.

15. Stole money from a friend? Well, i BORROWED some.

16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? I don't just meet people, i have enough friends.

17. Gotten in a fist fight and won? I don't have to fight to win.

18. Snuck out of your house? I normally don't stay in the house.

19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yeah, but i don't care about that now.

20. Been arrested? Yeah, quite funny really.

21. Made out with a stranger? I threw one out of a window, does that count for anything?

22. Left your house without telling your parents? They wouldn't notice.

23. Had a crush on your neighbor? Who?

24. Ditched school to do something more fun? No, well apart from fishing, but it aint fun, it's relaxing.

25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex? The same sex yes, a friend of mine.


26. Seen someone die? 4, not nice, but not as bad as you might think.

27. Been on a plane? Lost count.

28. Kissed a picture? No.

29. Slept in until 3?  Slept for 2 days.

30. Love someone or miss someone right now? Miss someone yes, but i don't wanna love anyone anymore.

31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? When i was a kid, wondering how they stayed up...

32. Made a snow angel? We don't get much snow.

33. Played dress up? Only if you count dressing someone else up in tape.


34. Cheated while playing a game? No chance,not until i completed it and wanted to make it interested, but then it isn't cheating.

35. Been lonely? Not until recently.

36. Fallen asleep at work/school? Used to fall asleep in my first college.

37. Felt an earthquake? I thought it was until i smelled something foul!

38. Eatin sushi? No, but wouldn't mind trying it.

39. Touched a snake? Snakes are friendly, my first snake was when i was six, a rock python.


40. Ran a red light? No, i will not endanger others' lives.


41. Been suspended from school? No.

42. Had detention? Yes, for backmouthing a teacher i just wanted to kill!

43. Been in a car? NO(!) I got through life without ever being in one(!)

44. Hated the way you look? Used to, now i just love it!

45. Witnessed a crime? Yes, but only things like resisting arrest lol.

46. Been lost? Nope.

47. Been to the opposite side of the country? Yeah.

48. Felt like dying from embarrassment? No, embarrassment is a sign of weakness.

49. Cried yourself to sleep? When i was a baby?

50. Sang karaoke? Well, i wouldn't call it karaoke, i have sung metal songs.

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? No, my word is final.

52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? No...i can't say i have.

53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Why would i try?

54. Kissed in the rain? If you count being in a storm and being covered in it....

55. Sung in the shower? No, i just wanna get it done and get back to work.

56. Had a dream that you married someone? No, i had a dream that i found the girl of my dreams, but she'll always be that....

57. Planning on getting married? Nah, can't be arsed with that.

58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? You what?

59. Ever gone to school partially nude? Ummm, i am a guy, who prides himself on not looking like an arsehole.

60. Been a... ? Yes i think i have been a GOD! still am..


61. Sat on a roof top? No, i have jumped off one. 

62. Didn't take a shower for a week? Only when i went through depression...

63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? I don't get frightened by that tot.

64. Played chicken? With a chav, oh yeah, see if he'll get out of the way with my fist moving towards him.

65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No, people know not to do shit like that.

66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? No by a complete stranger, i didn't know the girl well (only knew her name) but she said so, i thought she was mental so i ignored her.

67. Broken a bone? 13 (how lucky it wasn't more)

68. Been easily amused? As a child....maybe

69. Laugh so hard you cry? No, i don't know how you could.

70. Cheated on a test? Pointless and prideless.

71. Forgotten someone's name? All the time.

72. Blacked out from drinking? I have been sick from it, but never blacked out.

73. Played a prank on someone? Yes but it has never been malicious.

74. Gone to a late night movie? Stay in and watch one.

75. Made love to anything not human? Errm, hhmmmm, uuhhhhh, eeerrrrr....can't say i have.

76. Failed a class? Failed a college, what fun!

77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? Yeah, lard (for a bet).

78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? I don't do instruments, sorry.

79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend? Never had one for more than a week, so didn't have the chance, not that i would have the energy to bother or the malicious mind to want to.


80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? Why would i?

81. Thrown strange objects? Yeah, threw a bomb of my own invention to test it, just a tip, wear a blindfold, geez!

82. Felt like someone? I don't feel like someone, i feel more like, an empty sort of, someone.

84. Ran away? From what? I ran away from nothing and towards something, does that count?

85. Had detention and not attend it? No, i wanted a laugh.

86. Made parents cry? No, couldn't do it if i wanted to, not that i would want to of course.

88. Owned more than 5 sharpies? 5 what?


89. Dated someone more than once? Funnily enough....no...

90. Have a dog? No, unfortunately.

91. Own an instrument? A guitar.

92. Been in a band? Not a big band, or a brass band, but i did do vocals for a little group we threw together, none of this new metal or emo shit neither.

93. Drank 25 sodas in a day? No, Bicarbonate soda aint good for you, i drink wine and lager.


94. Broken a CD? No, just fling em.

95. Shot a gun? Several M1 garand, a revolver, and a very old shotgun etc.

96. Been on the site you are posting this on for more than 5 hours? Nah, can't be arsed.


98. Have a major crush on someone right now? I fancy some girl from college but i am not infatuated by her and she's dating someone.


99. Have a religion? A religion of my own description.

100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral? I thought about what i would like people to say. "thank god he has gone""never thought we'd be rid of him""he was a cunt", things like that lol.

 
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Ok back AGAIN AT LAST

oh it has been so long since i have been here, or has it? oh well i don't care about that, i don't even care if the people who will actually read this will actually care.

My main reason for being here is that i have noticed a lot of people looking for diablo 2 Games online, well since i know what a struggle it is for you people how about i make it easier since i am now playing it a lot more than runescape.

Well you have to click "other multiplayer games" then you click "tcp/ip game" and type in "192.168.1.3".

I will report back here should my ip be changed, i would be playing on Battle.net but my brother installed the game on his computer and used the same CD key as me....oh well....i will see if anyone is interested in not playing alone or on battle.net.

 

On another note, i have put on 3 stone in weight and grown an inch, i now weigh a pretty good and healthy 13 stone, which is incredible because i don't look any different at all, well exept that i now have a massive scar on my forearm and it only got cut on saturday, i am pleased with the healing rate

 

I cut it when the top of my brother's computer desk fell as we were carrying it and it sliced across my arm, haha tanya was worried, i was highly amused, the amount of blood sort of made her queasy and i do love laughing at weakness occasionally....she of course later realised she was being stupid and also saw the funny side of it, she is like me in many ways, apart from the fact that she sees the bright side of everything, doesn't eat a great deal, doesn't like fighting at all and sucks at computer games....but apart from that she can be very funny, she is a hard worker, she's smart and strangely her eyes change a little, they don't change in colour but tone. Problem is, i don't know whether or not we are suited, which is a shame, because she is a great friend, brilliant to get along with, but i don't know whether or not she would understand if i told her this......you may find it strange when you know me that i would feel troubled by this....i care for absolutely nothing APART from the feelings of friends, life on earth and doing the right thing....so basically i have the emotional range of a tea spoon until it comes to other people's feelings, if my life was in danger, i wouldn't care, but when someone's feelings can get hurt, i worry like you would never believe.

Anyway, that's enough of me babbling on and on, you should all feel very very lucky, not many other guys would actually talk like this, and no i am NOT gay or a woman lol. In fact i would rather be them than what i am....oh well, i have said enough, so if you want to hear more...then that's tough luck, because i am going playing on diablo 2.

 
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Now then....lets do this eh

Well, good news first eh, the good news is i am still alive, am going out with tanya from my high school, got all barrows armour in runescape apart from dharok and guthan and i am updating my blog lol.

Well all seems absolutely peachy with that, now on another slightly alarming note (alarming for you but not for me) according to my doctor i shouldn't be alive, i no longer sleep, my metabolism is faster than ever before and my heart rate is so slow that it's like i have recorded it too fast with a dictaphone. Well the doctor says i should worry, but why should i!? i am happy, i feel well, what more could i want? How can i be ill if i feel incredible, a doctor once told me i should have died ages ago and that was 4 years ago, he didn't say it in as many words though, but i knew he meant that lol.

I feel a new envigourated sort of cool darkness about myself, kinda like i cannot do anything wrong, that i can beat anyone at anything and that for some reason something spectacular should happen soon.

Also when i say darkness do not think me to be a goth or evil or satanic devil cult person, no i merely like darkness is all lol.

 

well i have nothing much else to say so i think i'll think up a poem right here right now, if it sucks then just say, but if you're too harsh then you'll regret it lol.

 

From spring, to the fall

The most beautiful of them all.

He is great, in his mind.

Even though he is blind.

Though lost, is his sight.

He has power and might.

He is watched, from afar.

We imbue him, with our hearts.

Where is he now, no-one knows.

But he'll be back, where the blood flows.

 

This is a poem about a vampire, sort of a tall handsome man portrayed as a great person, but it says "we imbue him with our hearts" basically that means he lives off the blood of the those whose hearts beat.

Lol thank you, til next time, good fortune.

 

i took this from aubrey who took this from someone called jeremy.

 

Taken from Jeremy's blog:

Name Four Bad Habits That You Have:

1. ignoring people

2. fighting

3. telling the truth too much 

4. being correct

Name Four Things You Wish You Had:

1. a cupboard that has any food or item you ask it for


2. white hair

3. better looks

4. a faster computer


Name Four Scents You Love:

1. coffee


2. chicken vindaloo


3. fresh cut grass


4. sulphur

Name Four People That Know You the Best:

1. Barry (definitely lol)


2. Bryan

3. Tanya

4. Anna


Name Four Things You’d Never Wear:
I'm assuming this is in public, because in my house there isn't much i wouldn't wear...
1. spandex of any kind


2. tracksuit

 

3. leather pants

 

4. a coat that aint black

 

Name Four Things You Are Thinking about Now:

1. killin someone i met yesterday

2. the time paul broke his hand when he punched me

 

3. the time i broke a wall

 

4. i am also thinking about what i should eat

 

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:

1. updated my blog

2. listened to my dad complain about losing something

3. made a start on my assignment about equality

4. answered this question

 

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:

1. dark chronicle

2. dragonball z budokai tenkaichi

3. diamond necklace

4. PDA pocket pc

 

Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don’t Know You Like:

1. the ramones

2. Throttle (band from wigan)

3. fear factory

4. evanescence


Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:

1. lager

2. whiskey

3. cherry

4. milk


First Year Teacher’s Name?: Mrs. Hindley

 

Last Words You Said: "Pfffttttt, the day you beat me is the day i become a girl."


Last Song You Sang?: Dream of mirrors

 

Last Person You Hugged?: tanya

 

Last Thing You Laughed At?: a kid who collapsed holding my bag


Last Time You Said ‘I Love You’: ummmmmm.....cannot remember


Last Time You Cried: again cannot remember.

 


What’s in your CD player?: don't have one

 

What Color Socks Are You Wearing?: White

 

What’s Under Your Bed?: you do NOT wanna know

 

What Time Did You Wake Up Today?: 10am


Current taste?: taste in what? food? ummmm, a chocolate gateau


Current Hair?: long, going black lol


Current Clothes?: black shirt, black pants, white socks, my under wear


Current Annoyance: System of a down.

 

Current Longing?: To survive


Current Desktop Picture?: Pikmin!


Current Worry?: did i eat enough?


Current Hate?: got money but cannot spend on food since it's for bus.


Favorite Physical Feature of The Opposite Sex?: eyes, arse and well i dunno what my other is.


Last CD You Bought: I don't buy em.

 

Favorite Place To Be: in my dreams

 

Least Favorite Place?: place with lots of people.


If You Could Play An Instrument?: can do piano, gotten alright on guitar, can do drums, can do basic tune on viola. (do not ask me technical stuff, i do not study it lol)


Favorite Color?: Black and purple and Green

 

Do You Believe In An Afterlife?: Yes this is mine lol.

 

How Tall Are You?: how tall are you, nosy gits lol. i dunno.


Current Favorite Word/Saying: "good egg"


Favorite Season: winter.

 

One Person from Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back and Talk To: None

 

Favorite Day: wednesday, only two lessons at college lol.


Where would you like to go?: Right now? China, it's such a great country.


What Is Your Career Going to Be Like?: health care.

 

How Many Kids Do You Want: none if i can help it.

 

Favorite Car: Nissan Skyline R-33 GTR V-Spec

 

A Random Lyric: "I only dream in black and white, i only dream cos i'm alive!"

 
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Read or Get Off My Blog

 

A Better Cure For Boredom
Basic stuff
How do you call yourself? (What's your name?): Lord Hildegain (do not argue, i am incredible!)
How old are you?: physically 17, mentally 170
Where you live?: England
With whom?: My family
Favorite things
Color?: purple (dark)
Person?: my close friend bryan
Pet? (Not animal. Pet. Either living or dead. Yours or a friends): louise (girl from college lol)
Number (lucky or just magic)?: 13
Childhood memory?: my first show of power, the first time my fist proved stronger than brick
Thing to do when you're bored?: sleep
Person to talk to when you're bored?: i don't talk when i am bored
Place to shop?: i don't shop, i get people to do that for me
Food? (The whole meal, not a category): german sausages, beans, bacon, eggs, mushrooms and mash potatoes
Place to go when you're sad?: i am never sad.
Place to go when you're happy?: i am never happy.
The last stuff
What's the last thought that crossed your mind?: Death is but an eternal sleep, it waits only for those who are unprepared.
Person you spoke with you in real life?: My mother.
Person you spoke with on the phone?: I never use phones. why would I?
Person you spoke with online?: I hardly speak anymore, especially online.
Person your send any sort of snail mail to?: and what does that mean?
Place you went?: Hell
Thing you did before bed last night?: Ate something (friggin obvious)
Friends stuff
Who's your best friend?: That is difficult, there are 2 people. bryan, he is like me. barry he is funnier than anyone else alive (even makes ME laugh).
Why?: they kick ass
If you had to spend an entire day talking to only 2 people...?: i have no1 i would spend an entire day with.
The best person you ever un-friended?: i have never un friended anyone, as i consider no1 a true friend
Who do you wish you spent more time with?: my late cousin.
Who knows you better than anyone else (honestly)?: Bryan. (he could be a twin).
Who is secretly someone you're embarassed of for whatever reason?: i am embarrassed by nothing.
Your family stuff
Any siblings?: yes, my brother
Are your parents still married to each other?: of course
Which parent do you like better?: my mother
Would you voluntarily hang out with your sibling?: yes, he looks more evil than i do!!
What about your parents?: my mother is fine, i do not mind her.
Random stuff
If you could have an accent, which would you have?: hehehe, my current accent is perfect.
Do you remember your dreams?: everyone!
Do you speak any foreign languages?: english, japanese, some chinese, french and my own custom language
What's your middle name and why is it that?: James, it was chosen because it was the name of my mother's greatest friend
Relationships stuff
Are you married, dating, or single?: single, as i shall always be
If you had the opportunity, would you go back out with any of your exes?: got none
Have you ever had a friend try to steal your bf/gf?: no of course not
Would you rather be single and have lots of friends or married?: i would rather be single either way.
Do you really tell your significant other everything?: i do not have one.
Have you ever cheated just because you can?: i do not cheat no matter what the circumstances are!
Do you think your bf/gf is better than the losers your friends bring home?: i do not have one!
Last stuff
Have you ever cried in public just to get attention?: heh, i cried only 4 times in my life, when i actually cared about things
Have you ever lied just to get attention?: I DO NOT LIE
Would you ever colaborate with a friend's lie just to make them look cool?: no chance
Assume you were rich, where would you buy your clothes?: heh, i would get someone else to get em for me.
What makes you smile?: not being bothered by people or people not trying to get me to go out with em, (like louise).
What makes you frown?: people say i am always frowning, well i would say the world makes me frown.
What's your ultimate goal/dream?: my goal is only to live without shame, die with honour.
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NEW UPDATE TO THIS THING

ok, for people who love to read, continue reading, for those who can't be bothered, go away.

in runescape i am now lvl 107, i have full verac, dharok and ahrim.

I have spent the last few weeks being ill and haven't done much, and probably wont do much for a while as i still feel horrible, oh well all viral infections fail after a while but this one is actually beginning to annoy me.

 

nearly christmas so i will be getting time off college to do nothing, lol whenever i am not around my friends or not at college i just do nothing.

 

anyway i am not gonna jabber on all day, i am going to do nothing lol!

 

good bye.

 
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Such a long time

It has been too long since i last updated this, i am here to say college is going very well in fact i am typing this while i am in college, in the middle of a class lol, i have become a person more alone than ever and my feelings are very hard to interpret, there is only one word that comes even close to it, physically i seem to have undergone some changes, which is weird at my age, i have become faster, stronger but somewhat  smaller even though i have gained over 70 pounds in weight. I now feel less pain than before but my responses have somewhat lessened, will it get to the point that i don't feel anything? Even so i know something good would come from that, it could very well make me more able to fight and protect those i care about, a downside to this is a lot of people may get hurt because of it, i would rather have no power and just be like the majority of all people, i would then be truely happy.

Oh well it would seem that i have a big journey ahead of me, i cannot wait, a little nervous but i am very excited, i have also grown more powerful in runescape, i have full dharok, i am lvl 106 and i nearly have full ahrim, i can do ancient magics. i would much rather not have that and just be somewhere else. Hildegain is worth very little compared to other things in my life. He is what i wish to be, but he is who i will never be no matter how hard i try, thank goodness someone likes me as i am although i always question it like a fool, i mustn't deserve it but i am glad that i have it.

Til the next time i sign on, good bye from Hildegain and Colin

 
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my story

Legacy Of The Divine

Chapter 1: Rejection

              In the land of darkness there was but one ruler, the god of chaos known as ZAMORAK, he was feared in all realms, no-one knew what he really did in his fortress of terror. There were rumours that zamorak wanted a son, zamorak wouldn't want any ordinary child, he would have the perfect child, darkness became unbearable even to those who belonged in it, for zamorak was now a father.
             The mother was a woman called valorana, a truely pure and bold woman she was and a powerful fighter to boot, the only way zamorak could control her would be to kidnap her, it turned out that zamorak had twins, he insisted on calling them vara and meira, but valorana had already decided on their names, the names zamorak would hear would be the first thing ever to truely frighten him.
             Valorana stood up and looked at zamorak with a very sure face, "no, they shall not have those devil's names" she demands firmly but softly.
             "you have no place in the matter, now you shall be silent woman or you shall die and so will everyone in your world!" zamorak quickly snaps back at her.
             "but i will have it, call them what you must but their names shall forever be HILDEGAIN and MASACORO" she says now with fire in her eyes.
 
             Zamorak knew what she was up to, her defiance was to kill him, he had her banished into the mortal realm, and now he could spend time to teach his new sons. Strange though that he decided to keep those names, he knew full well that their names were actually "god of pride" and "god of power", the reason zamorak decided not to change their names is that he wanted to test the boys, and that is exactly what he did.

Chapter 2: Pride and Power

             Many years have passed and hildegain and masacoro are now young children, masacoro is quite an innocent looking child with long blonde hair and soft yellow eyes and quite muscular for his age, it seems that no matter what problem this young boy comes up against he refuses to give up, although his innocence knocks you back, he is truely a well behaved nice boy, almost the exact opposite of his father. His brother on the other hand is rather different, he is hildegain, he is much smaller than masacoro he has very long hair almost his height and it is strangely purple, he wears a very impressive battle garment with gold spangles and baggy battle pants all of which are green, his boots are also made out of the strange material known as dragonstone, unlike masacoro he doesn't look innocent at all, he is very sure of himself and is very defiant against his father's or anyone's orders, most shockingly about the young hildegain is that his eyes are black where they should be white, his iris is green and he has very small black pupils.
            Zamorak is not the easiest to live with, at 7 feet tall muscualar build, old looking and a big beard with heav duty armour on he looks cold to the touch, even hildegain wonders why zamoraks eyes are so strange, they are pure white all over, you can get lost looking into those eyes, some say it was how he made valorana give him his sons in the first place, zamorak never cuts hildegain and masacoro any slack, he is determined to find out why valorana chose those names she did.
           The first test was to determine if hildegain was the god of pride, so zamorak challenges hildegain to a duel, a duel of which hildegain does not rise to.
           Zamoraks eyes are then filled with rage "get up here and fight, do you have no pride at all!" zamorak shouts so loud all of his disciples cower behind the nearest obstacle.
           Hildegain turns his eyes fixed on zamorak, cool as ever he speaks in a way that suprises everyone, "put a sock in it you sound like a nagging old woman, i will fight if i choose to, now leave me alone" hildegain speaks to zamorak like he is nothing better.
          Zamorak then sees that hildegain is not after all the god of pride, therefore zamorak see no more use for him, zamorak throws a mighty blade towards hildegain, but what zamorak witnesses he will most certainly never forget, the blade sticks in hildegain's stomach and dissolves. Hildegain then looks down to assess the damage, you see a small tear come from hildegain's eyes, then his eyes change further, the iris in them disappears "you will pay for that you fool!" hildegain wails, zamorak is so shocked that he can hardly balance himself, the ground then starts to shake "you ruined my suit, the suit i spent 4 weeks in making! you will pay for it with your immortal soul!!" hildegain screams releasing a shadowy demon from within, hildegain becomes free of any restraint.
           Zamorak slowly backs off and calls his men to attack, 10 armed warriors each at 10feet tall weilding giant dragon falchions swing at hildegain, not a scratch, slowly each sword shatters in the order at which they hit hildegain.
Hildegain raising one finger into the air grins, "bye bye, this was fun, but this will be better" he fires a single bolt of energy into the air and giant arcs of lightning strike down all of zamoraks men, stepping towards zamorak hildegain kicks the ashes everywhere, then he stops. He looks at the father who is responsible for his existence and says but one thing "farewell" now calm as ever he walks back a few stepsand absorbs the ashes of the dead into his body and immediately a dragon stone appears in his forehead which he wraps a special headband of gold around, just as fast as the whole ordeal arose, it dissipated with 1 lightning bolt striking the young boy and turning him to ash.
          The first test was a complete disaster, hildegain turned out not to be the god of pride like the prophecy fortold,  the prophecy of which the god of pride and the god of power would unite to become the god of justice to rid the world of sin in all it's forms, but since hildegain was not the god of pride as fortold, then it seems that masacoro would not be the god of power, zamorak then calls upon his greatest warrior to vanquish masacoro and put an end to the whole ordeal.
          The moment this warrior stepped into masacoro's room, masacoro knew he was here to kill him, masacoro had not yet seen this warrior for he was looking away, his senses though detected an urge to kill, so masacoro pretends that he knows nothing. The warrior named malak then steps up behind masacoro and speaks softly the last words he thought masacoro would hear "sorry kid but orders are orders, haha what fun!" his eyes brighten until he notices that masacoro finds it funny.
          "Just like that? you wouldn't rather fight me instead of murdering me?" masacoro says this with dignity, no innocence left, he knows it's fight or die. Malak doesn't hesitate and kicks masacoro through the wall and he then falls 500 feet into the courtyard below, "too easy! too damn easy!" malak looks pleased with his work but his sneering doesn't last long as he sees masacoro slowly gathering all his energy and rising to his feet.
           The real battle would now commence in the courtyard in zamorak's sight, in the middle of the raging storm of gale force winds, masacoro would rather fight than die like a coward, and so he does, he races towards malak but to no avail malak is much faster and grasps masacoro's throat and slams him to the ground, he then continues to grasp, masacoro cries "no i cannot go like this, please don't let me go like this." masacoro gives off a mighty scream and all the cobbles beneath his feet either shatter or become levitated in mid air, masacoro takes a last breath, malak throws a giant energy bolt at masacoro, but it's immediately deflected back, malak covers his eyes from the explosion and as he looks towards where masacoro was he only sees a fist covered in green energy, the blow completely crushes malak's face, instead of masacoro punching him in the face, he punches through the face.
          Zamorak sees he had his sons mixed up, so then he slices masacoro's face that would leave a long scar up his left side, and then locks him away, for good!


i know it's not much, but what do you think

 
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what am i now?
lol recently i have been taking care of other poeple's problems and giving them advice i must have become some kind of agony aunt, well as far as clan business goes in rs i am now co-leader and everyone looks up to me, i am now level 102 and bought my great axe, which i can hit 40's with. I have read up on your problems aubrey and i believe you should sometimes let things go, sometimes things happen out of your hands, don't worry, change isn't always bad. As for your relationship problems i believe you will sort things out your way
 
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My Dream

It's kind of funny, i think of zqueenchaosz as my sister, lol i know her better than i know any of my cousins, the funny thing is i have never spoken to her face to face, she's quite amazing actually, well my thoughts are about my dream last night.


It started off with me walking down the road to get to college, as i walked in i would go thru the same corridor i used to go down every day, and like the start of every day i would go to the common room to get my early morning cup of hot chocolate (normally arrive at 7am).


I hear this voice behind me saying "you're a lot different than what i expected, i dropped the hot chocolate which went on my feet, so i am somewhat embarrassed to start with and i find it's zqueenchaosz, the girl who i had promised myself than when i met her i would stay cool and not fuck up completely like i did, we talk for a while and we go into the town centre, i say i would like to take her to a great cafe that me and my mate sometimes went to, i take her there and then the skies are dark, and she is gone, then i see 2 big guys saying they had taken her, so i ask where and they ignore my question completely.


As i really hate being ignored especially by people looking for a fight i ask again firmly, they ignore me again, i say "look i really do not want to have to hurt you but if you do not tell me where she is i will kill you!", immediatley they attack me but to no avail as i am much much quicker than they imagined i move to the back of the first one and kick him in the neck which knocks him out and i then punch the other in gut winding him, i then move on to the police station to find zqueenchaosz and there are no police officers there, it's empty.


I search the building for anyone who can help me but find no-one, i find a corrupt cop who is standing next to a pile of corpses of all the other officers, and is pointin the gun at zqueenchaosz, i then get in the way of the bullet in an attempt to protect her, i get hit and kill the cop and collapse.


that is all i remember, i guess dreams have meaning, i think it means that to some extent i love her and would not let anything harm her, i guess i am crazy since i haven't even met her but someone so nice would not deserve to be hurt.

 
MindSay Quick Update /
I am thinking i should say sorry to u guys for leaving last night, my com crashed lol
 
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a little hope
u know i think that the following week or two are going to be great, i am going to reach lvl 100, aubrey and tracy and all their friends are doing well, i got my mum to lvl 62, my old mate from college has started playing he is now called son-gokuh0 and i am going to help him out a bit.

he is also coming down my place on monday, aubrey add son gokuh0 to ur list because i will be playing as him for a while so i can help my mate out ok, plz add him otherwise i wont be able to talk to ya, oh that reminds me i will re install aim on my computer thanks a lot i'm off


~hildegain~ "righty dokey"
 
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things to do

i now know i can realise my greatest goal on runescape with ease, zqueenchaosz knows it too i think, she always tells me i can do anything, i just need to concentrate i guess, well i realised that i can become a lvl 100 from 96 in a day or two, i am so pleased with myself, now i can finally hit a triple figure lvl, i can hardly wait, another thing i can't wait for too, is for her friends to really get into the game become stronger and possibly become members, i asked if she had spoken to them of me and she said "of course you are lord hildegain" that was something nice to hear, i have many friends who all look up to me and realise that nothing it too big for them to handle, except fighting against me, but anyway i really want to say thanks for all the support and good luck everyone, aubrey if u read this tell everyone....


c ya later

 /\__/\
(>' '<
(,,)(,,)

 
MindSay Quick Update /
I am feeling great now that things in future are now clearer than ever, hope everyone else on mindsay is gud too
 
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new plans

hey aubrey, i decided what i really want to do, i said i'd be a doctor and well i thought it over and i think i wouldn't like it, so i thought of other things i could do and i am to become a male nurse, laugh if you think it's stupid but caring for people is what i do best next to fighting, lol i am a caring warrior, well i thought if i did that then i could still help people as much as with being a doctor, who knows i may eventually get a job in america, then i could see you lol. on another note aubrey i reached level 91 on runescape now, so please keep up with me as i want you to look as great as me and my bro although i know myself that you're just as good, you are part of the team. good luck and..


c ya later mate.

 
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The power of the son of gods

You know i have heard those words of wisdom before and now i am a legend i don't feel any better because i am lord hildegain it is a small accomplishement and another friend maningding said "hildegain when i first saw you i knew you would be great and you were only lvl 18, that is why you became the leader of the wolf clan" maningding was right, even at that level i could do great things so i set out to be even greater and look at me now, i still have more to do though, so thanks again for support now all i need is to return the forsaken life of lord hildegain..

p.s thx for support aubrey you are a really helpful friend

 
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depression
now i bet at least once in a person's life they'd become depressed..well now it's my turn, i have been plying the game runscape for a long time now and i am still not a legend, it takes far too long to gather the stuff which costs too much for me to buy hence this brings on boredoom and some depression. i have got nothing much else to do and have lost ideas for anime hence more depression, zqueenchaosz manages to help me when we joke together about some really daft things but still i am depressed and the thing i realize is it's just one of those passing things that i can do nothing about so i must bare it till it passes, i will sometime call back with smiles but for now her's this one =I
 
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Thoughts of friends

Many people know me as an active person, sometimes i am known as an eccentric but still many people like who i am and love what i can do. My friends are always a real help and give me newer bright ideas, it was a friend who proposed to me the idea of playing online games and so i started an account on runescape, i have gotten many of my friends to play the game and they help out a lot, i don't think i am a really nice person but people on runescape like "zqueenchaosz" seem to think so, i speak to her a lot and she always has something interesting to say and i got a few ideas for my cartooning from her, some things she says will often sprout an idea, it's from friends where all your imagination will come out and i always have thought that, well i like to say what i feel and shit plus i say what is right..

see everyone around.

 
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